I’m not satisfied to just be who I am right now. I’m not satisfied with what little I know about you. I’m not satisfied with my relationship with you where its at right now. I must have more; I must press in; I must discover you; I must find you; I must know you; I must have you! My heart yearns for you. I have no words, I can’t describe it. It aches. You’re all I can think about. You’re all I want, nothing else satisfies. Nothing else comes even close to meeting the longing I have for you. Nothing else can quench the thirst in my heart for you. Help me, for I’ve either got to have more of you or die right here, because this desire is overwhelming. This desire is ending me. I must have you! I have to abide in you, because there’s no place for me in this world. I have to be sent by you, because there’s nothing else for me to do here. What have you done to my heart? You have ruined me God. You ruined me for you. You ruined me from who I used to be. I can’t go back to what I once was, but I’m not yet who I’m going to be in you. I’m stuck here waiting for you, but so not satisfied because of the desire and the longing for you which you have placed within. Oh God come to me, meet me in this place. Hear the cry of my heart, the longing of my soul.
August 3, 2008